“A tie of blood — or whatever the fluid was that ran in Miss V.’s veins - made it my particular fate to run against her - or pass through her or dissipate her, whatever the phrase may be - more constantly perhaps than any other person, until this little performance became almost a habit.” " T5 R2 I4 S' t+ Q7 r3 e% U8 R2 |- F
这句话中的it=my particular fate吗?